my disconnection with the world.

Since the last time that I was online so many things had happened.

First of all my final project for school.

The project had me going crazy for around two months. It was so hard for me to write the speech that I needed in order to present it on the exhibition night. When I finally got done with it a family emergency came up.

Since December I had to be back and forth from Minneapolis, Minnesota to Xalapa, Veracruz, Mexico. My grandma's cancer got worse and unfortunately she will pass away pretty soon.

Since I got the news I literally disconnected my self from society. From school to my house or to my friends house where I spend most of the nights at. This has been a really hard moment in life for me. I came down to Mexico as soon as I could, left everything behind just to spend the last days with my grandma.

Its been 3 weeks now and a couple of days ago the doctor came in to tell us that my grandma started her pre- agony stage which means that her body is getting ready to pass away.

The Doctor explained to my family and I that her body is dehydrated. Due to the stage of her illness this dehydration will make all her intern organs stop working one by one and by the end of this she will pass away from a heart attack.

Yesterday some members of my family, my mom and myself went to pick out the coffin that my grandma will have and also the place where the funeral will be hold at. So far it has been the most awkward and sad moment in my life.

I guess we are all getting ready for the moment to arrive. But we will never be ready enough...